Phantom

Hi, it's me again, back!

Phantom.

I am the phantom

I hear your sighs

I feel your pain

You can find me here

But I’m always there

Distant existence

Untouchable mass

That you know.

Spirit of light

Caved in frozen scenes

That’s what I am.

 For words remained unspeakable

Rebelled writing

Kept pain inducing

Self destructible.

For messages refused to be sent

Kept rivers of misery flowing

For the stamina of silent Resistance

To remain invincible.

For the immortality of your inner grief desperately needs to be set free

Let me be.

For Everyday

I see people in pain

Fatally betrayed by rebelling inner slow decay

For healing.. while I’m not Jesus.

I see children senselessly slaved

Breathing flames under the burning sun

Screaming voicelessly at the centre of a spinning totem

Pleading for water

Hopelessly expecting to be heard

For mercy.. while I’m not Muhammad.

Drowning in waves of sins

Chanted in devilish blessings

All I can do is pray

Pursue for patience

For pure repentance.. while I’m not Jonah.

I watch the world madly collapses

For the ARK I can’t build .. I am not Nuh.

Prophet.. I’m not.

 sinful, weak & poor

That’s all of human I became.

In the eternity of Black & White,

I find my refuge, where I can breathe

Dramatically stroked    

Helplessly screaming what needs to be said

To line the path I needed to see.

If that’s all I can be

Was meant to be

Let me be

Only some painful strikes on a few wooden sticks

Black & white

Where all the colors of the world were implicated

That’s all you can give me

That’s all we are.

If you were my voice

I owe you gratitude

For giving me the chance

To listen

To the sounds of

Me..

The phantom of innocent shame

Dancing with the piano.