Just wondering ..

Hi, it’s me again, back !

As life passes me by.. day by day.. more questions pops up.. & form an incomplete puzzle inside my head.. it gets bigger & bigger each day , as long as I wonder..

It ‘s also figured out.. day by day.. as more pieces r added in their right place.. as life passes me by.

Wondering ..

As people grow older they get closer & closer to children behavior patterns.. Somehow I feel that ageing is the closing bracelet with childhood in the lifetime series..

Was just wondering.. what r the TOYS of the old ? what makes them happy & kill their time ?

Was just wondering.. can JOY be felt when PAIN is there ? could they exist together ? or one of them should kill the other? Which of them is stronger? R we the one who chooses which of them is stronger .. or we just know it when it happens ?

Was just wondering.. when u see the dream u’ve always dreamt & wished for comes true.. by SOMEONE ELSE’S HANDS.. how do u feel ?

Do u feel happy it happened & u saw it come true? Or u feel depressed that u couldn’t bring it to life yourself? Or u feel guilty u missed the right time & perhaps was too lazy or too weak or too hesitated to do it YOURSELF ?

Is it a must –fate must- that the MISERABLES will get a day when everyone else will see them LUCKY? Or does it happen by chance ?

What ‘s SUCCESS ? is it DOING what you WANT ? or BEING who you ARE? Which is the winner ? which way worth spending ur life ?

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So many questions.. that can’t be answered by google search or books reading.. I think the only answers that I can take for REAL .. must be answered by LIFE itself.

Plz , so eager to know ur answers.. share them.