Lightning

Hi, it’s me again, back!

I am the silent observer who always does the math before every step.. if taken!

I am the shade of things that tries to be a thing of its own.

Never known what I really want.. Flexible may be.. Undefined perhaps .. Neutral in general.. And indifferent most of the time, like water waiting for a stupid colorless glass bottle to have an identity set, I have always lived my life.

Under the same clear blue sky every day, always clear.. always blue, silently witnessing their sins and tyranny, their arrogance and stupidity, watching them patiently fooling around and desecrating meanings of justice and honor.

For years I looked at the sky and wondered if this is how skies were meant to be like.. or was it so destined for creatures to live under .. silently, and shamefully! I kept questioning indefinitely.. Wandering the doomed valleys of doubt, hesitation ..and self defeat.

You can live for years waiting for a moment..The moment of liberation.. The moment of change.

Let that silent breeze roar and show its hidden true angry face, blowing hard and cruelly, changing the state and colors of things and names solidly and statically predefined ages before.

Is it true? Is it really happening? I can’t let my eyes blink for I don’t want to miss a thing.. not after I have waited all those years. Now is the time for my long hidden being to be revealed.

I can feel it now.. all that energy rushing through my veins. I can feel my blood electrifying my nerves violently scattering all what was once..me, leaving ashes of indecisiveness and hesitation to vanish in the air.

In a glance, I was up there filling the dark quite sky splitting it up, unchaining its hidden anger thundering it loud. May the deaf hear!

I am the lightening that lights up the darkness, breaking the siege of cold silence. I powerfully set the change in strong fast direct strikes.

I am the sparking unity of long forgotten ions for a one last suicidal fight that flushes all the shame away.

I am finally seen.