Thursday, December 15, 2011

out of place 2


Hi, it’s me again, back !
I’ve been thinking about this “status” for years .. “OUT OF PLACE” !!
It’s a feeling or status u feel.. when u find yourself living like a stranger.. when u feel nothing is “RIGHT” .. when u feel u r in the wrong places or wrong times among the wrong people.. when u feel u can’t adequate to all ur surroundings.. or u simply don’t belong to whatever u r in !
When u lose “harmony” with what u do.. where u r.. people surrounding you .. or even time!
It’s when u feel you can’t be simply & honestly YOU!
It took me years with this painful feeling & annoying thought.. that it could drive u crazy.. or very lonely.. or even schizophrenic !!
I found the cure for this feeling/status/thought .. LITTLE THINGS.
Yes, it’s a collection of little things forming your own mosaic painting called ur “happy soul” .. or “comforted soul “!!
Little things we love.. we share .. we give .. we think..we enjoy.
Little things like the cup of coffee that fix ur mood.. that gives u some taste of happiness & satisfaction & enjoyment.. in ur “FAVORITE” café ..or from ur specially favored beans !
Little things like things u carry in ur bag & feel so incomplete without .. like a small note & ur pen !!
Like ur camera.. that u feel locked without it in ur hands..capturing moments in life & scenes that no one else can see like u do !
Like some brand of sneakers u like wearing..or some jeans u always see it fashionable to wear !
Like an author or novelist u enjoy his company & addicts his words & books like ur best very own friend.. when u feel some singer or writer can touch ur soul & unite with ur mind & phrase all ur thoughts out.. clearly !
Like colors .. like music.. like doing ur prayers in a specific mosque or church .. in a specific corner of it !!
Like having a special place where u know ur prayers there will be answered..
Like having something that no one can do the way you do..or that’s how u love to believe..
We are the ones who create our world.. we can create our own world ..form our own mosaic painting.. forming it with pieces of things we truly love & appreciate.. things..moments & places that we feel special & “right”..
Pieces that is WHO WE ARE ..
We can & do create our world..
Just recognize & gather the peices together..
All it takes is HONESTY..PASSION..FREE WILL.. & THE COURAGE TO BE YOU..
..& TIME.
Know yourself .. listen to u & create the world u belong to .. the world where u can be known & appreciated.. the world where u can feel peace & harmony.. a world that’s simply “right” to YOU.

related: out of place ( two years ago ;)  )

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